......it's UNBELIEVABLE......
I never knew I'm gonna miss him so much! He's just a classmate who I just met last year. This year was a very SHOCKING year to me.
It just started when someone tease him to a new student in school. And that new student likes him so much that she made her profile name the name of their love team. HAHAHHAAHHA!!! I really laughed when i knew. So, I decided to make her jealous. I was keep on hugging him to make her jealous every time she comes by. And then, I never recognize that I was hugging him even though she's not there!
Well really, I could tell you something about him. He's short, good in drawing and CHARMING! I considered him as my little bro in school. I always hug him. I really love hugging him because he's very cuddly.Well, back to the topic.
Times and days gone by, after and before class, i kept on hugging him. I didn't notice I was liking hugging him. In the last day of our sport fest, We played with my friends and he was there. I was keep on hugging him every time I'm going to serve the ball as if his my LUCKY CHARM! His friends told me a joke that I must give him a ring. I REALLY LAUGHED.. I said HEHEHEHEHE... And then I really gave him a ring, and proposed. BUT, it was a joke. WHAHAHAHA,, (i know your laughing.) I just borrowed the ring from my friend. And told him "WILL YOU MARY ME(laughing whahhaha). "AND I WILL WAIT FOR YOUR ANSWER" that as if it's true! hahahaha.... After awhile, I got mad to him because he would go away when I go near him. So, when I was going home. I didn't say goodbye to him. I said goodbye to his friends in front of him as if his not there. But, all of a sudden, I COULDN'T RESIST HIM! I went down stairs and hug him so tight and told him that " SEE YOU ON NOVEMBER 4". So, I went upstairs and went home with my friends and went home happily. It's really unbelievable how little things become big things. Like mine, it started from a nothing, little thing to a big, important thing to me.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
...I WANT TO BUT I JUST CAN'T....
....I WANT TO BUT I JUST CAN'T.....
I met a new guy here in school. At first, nothing fell off my chest. I didn't think about me, myself having a crush on him or him having a crush on me. I just hang-out with him and being friends to him. It was cool being with him. We have some same abilities, like dancing, singing, drawing(but he's better than me). And at the same time, we have some not-the same- abilities. Like being "SMART", or like answering correctly to the teacher and speaking in english FLUENTLY. These things really did not matter to me. As long as we are friends, it doesn't matter. We also love telling jokes. We tell jokes everytime.If we don't have things to do.
Ofcourse in school, there are "teasing- groups" you know what i mean. Students or even teachers tease others with their LOVE TEAMS, or crushes. I was teased to him, but it did not last long. THANK YOU LORD!. He was also teased to my classmates. It was a big hit for him, because his new. I could tell you, his not that handsome or cute, but his CHARMING when he smiles. Times gone by, one of my closest friend in school, was teased because of the rumors that he likes him. I just laughed about it because i thought it wasn't true. All of a sudden, I was shocked because it was TRUE! I was really shocked because, her, liking him? Are you sure? I just teased them and teased and teased and teased.
I didn't notice, I was already hurt. I just learned that I was feeling not that good. That he always comes in my mind and think of him. There were rumors that he likes me, still. I said are you sure? I want to believe, I want to accept, but I just can't. I don't understand why. That I could tell him directly that I like him just the way he likes me. I want to but I can't 'cause I know I am gonna hurt someone. I never new i'm gonna feel this way to him.
I met a new guy here in school. At first, nothing fell off my chest. I didn't think about me, myself having a crush on him or him having a crush on me. I just hang-out with him and being friends to him. It was cool being with him. We have some same abilities, like dancing, singing, drawing(but he's better than me). And at the same time, we have some not-the same- abilities. Like being "SMART", or like answering correctly to the teacher and speaking in english FLUENTLY. These things really did not matter to me. As long as we are friends, it doesn't matter. We also love telling jokes. We tell jokes everytime.If we don't have things to do.
Ofcourse in school, there are "teasing- groups" you know what i mean. Students or even teachers tease others with their LOVE TEAMS, or crushes. I was teased to him, but it did not last long. THANK YOU LORD!. He was also teased to my classmates. It was a big hit for him, because his new. I could tell you, his not that handsome or cute, but his CHARMING when he smiles. Times gone by, one of my closest friend in school, was teased because of the rumors that he likes him. I just laughed about it because i thought it wasn't true. All of a sudden, I was shocked because it was TRUE! I was really shocked because, her, liking him? Are you sure? I just teased them and teased and teased and teased.
I didn't notice, I was already hurt. I just learned that I was feeling not that good. That he always comes in my mind and think of him. There were rumors that he likes me, still. I said are you sure? I want to believe, I want to accept, but I just can't. I don't understand why. That I could tell him directly that I like him just the way he likes me. I want to but I can't 'cause I know I am gonna hurt someone. I never new i'm gonna feel this way to him.
I don't wanna change our friendship and I don't wanna hurt someone even though it is me who is hurting myself. And i don't wanna hurt______________________
to be continued =>
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