....HE CAME INTO MY LIFE AGAIN, ONCE MORE... ^_^ ((part one))
I have a childhood friend in manila. We were so close since. When we were still young, we used to play together,have fun with each other and be happy being with each other.
My mom told me those stories but i really couldn't remember it.
even one. so, when we were growing up, we didn't have any connections anymore because my mom went in another place
so do i.That's why i was a novice who didn't think anything about him.Days, weeks, months and years passed, I forgot about
him. He was out of my mind since then.
0ne time, while i was face booking a name appeared in my friend's confirm list and it was his. I don't really know that name
so i asked about that to my mom, then she said it was _____ who was my childhood and playmate friend when i was
still young. Then i said, "really??" so i accepted him. I, then commented one of his pictures because i was curious when my
mom told me that _____has changed a lot and became even more handsome. So i looked at his picture, but i really couldn't
recognize his face. So, months passed, i just ignored him because i really couldn't remember him. So thoughtless.
One day, he chatted with me then said "hi _____" so i replied. We had a conversation even though i really couldn't
remember him. I just rode with our conversation. Then he gave me his yahoo messenger account, so we chatted in there.
We asked each other if every thing's okay, we answered "ok na man" hahaha,,L0L.
Everyday, i would chat with him, he is the first person who pops in my screen and says a simple" Hi ate". Sadly, he calls
me ate because I'm just one year older than him, funny right?. Well, days passed, i was used to chat with him
already. There was no day i couldn't think of him. Then, something came out in my mind, i was crushing on him!!!..
Dude this is not good, first, he is my childhood friend which means his family and my family are close and i don't wanna
ruin it. Secondly, me and his siblings are close and have a good relationship just being their friend and lastly, "HE CALLS
ME ATE!!!"
So, i said to myself "THIS THING IS WRONG!!!'.Even though i was dreaming daydreams with him, dreams that are
so impossible. So, i just told myself this are just imaginations and dreams that will never come true. So, i just continued
being an "ATE" to him even though i acted like a baby. He looks more mature than me!. Christmas and New Year went by,
we greeted each other. With smiles in our hearts. But being fake with him is hard, i really couldn't stop what i am feeling
toward him! I glanced when i look at him and when he's the first one who pops in my screen.
I still wish that someday he wouldn't think of me as an "ATE" only, but more than that. Wishing this, i know is very IMPOSSIBLE!
But then, "LIBRE LNG MANGARAP".. hahahha.., But there's still this instinct of mine that he "LIKES" me, because he would
chat with me, every morning, afternoon and even at midnight. He said he's just so bored at home that why he likes to chat with me
because when we chat, he's not bored anymore!. EXPLAIN!!!.....But it's still fine being with him. I'm just s0 HAPPY
HE CAME INTO MY LIFE AGAIN, ONCE MORE!!!...
((he makes my days complete))
.....to be continued.......................................................................................................^_^
Sigh, sigh, sigh!!!!!!
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