....HE CAME INTO MY LIFE AGAIN, ONCE MORE... ^_^ ((part one))

....HE CAME INTO MY LIFE AGAIN, ONCE MORE... ^_^ ((part one))

I have a childhood friend in manila. We were so close since. When we were still young, we used to play together,have fun with each other and be happy being with each other.

My mom told me those stories but i really couldn't remember it.

even one. so, when we were growing up, we didn't have any connections anymore because my mom went in another place

so do i.That's why i was a novice who didn't think anything about him.Days, weeks, months and years passed, I forgot about

him. He was out of my mind since then.

0ne time, while i was face booking a name appeared in my friend's confirm list and it was his. I don't really know that name

so i asked about that to my mom, then she said it was _____ who was my childhood and playmate friend when i was

still young. Then i said, "really??" so i accepted him. I, then commented one of his pictures because i was curious when my

mom told me that _____has changed a lot and became even more handsome. So i looked at his picture, but i really couldn't

recognize his face. So, months passed, i just ignored him because i really couldn't remember him. So thoughtless.

One day, he chatted with me then said "hi _____" so i replied. We had a conversation even though i really couldn't

remember him. I just rode with our conversation. Then he gave me his yahoo messenger account, so we chatted in there.

We asked each other if every thing's okay, we answered "ok na man" hahaha,,L0L.

Everyday, i would chat with him, he is the first person who pops in my screen and says a simple" Hi ate". Sadly, he calls

me ate because I'm just one year older than him, funny right?. Well, days passed, i was used to chat with him

already. There was no day i couldn't think of him. Then, something came out in my mind, i was crushing on him!!!..

Dude this is not good, first, he is my childhood friend which means his family and my family are close and i don't wanna

ruin it. Secondly, me and his siblings are close and have a good relationship just being their friend and lastly, "HE CALLS

ME ATE!!!"

So, i said to myself "THIS THING IS WRONG!!!'.Even though i was dreaming daydreams with him, dreams that are

so impossible. So, i just told myself this are just imaginations and dreams that will never come true. So, i just continued

being an "ATE" to him even though i acted like a baby. He looks more mature than me!. Christmas and New Year went by,

we greeted each other. With smiles in our hearts. But being fake with him is hard, i really couldn't stop what i am feeling

toward him! I glanced when i look at him and when he's the first one who pops in my screen.

I still wish that someday he wouldn't think of me as an "ATE" only, but more than that. Wishing this, i know is very IMPOSSIBLE!

But then, "LIBRE LNG MANGARAP".. hahahha.., But there's still this instinct of mine that he "LIKES" me, because he would

chat with me, every morning, afternoon and even at midnight. He said he's just so bored at home that why he likes to chat with me

because when we chat, he's not bored anymore!. EXPLAIN!!!.....But it's still fine being with him. I'm just s0 HAPPY

HE CAME INTO MY LIFE AGAIN, ONCE MORE!!!...

((he makes my days complete))

.....to be continued.......................................................................................................^_^

..YOUR MY BESTFRIEND BUT YOU CAN'T BE MY BOYFRIEND...

..so harsh...

.....why life is so HARSH??>....

...di mo pedeng mahalin ung mga taong gusto...

...di mo cla pedeng angkinin....

...kasi ang tingin lng nla sayo... ay isang...

...KAIBIGAN....

...hhuhuhuhuu...

kawawa nmn...

...YES!!!..my test is done at last/...SO NERVOUS ....but still waiting for the results...i hope i'm one of the qualified students,.THANK YOU GUYZ!!...

....AT LAST!!....

....i just took my exam in science high...it was quite hard...but still got the powers!!!...hehehhe

...while i was riding in going to science high...my heart pumped so hard...becaluse i was so nervous....

....then when i got there... i didn't make any friends because i was kinda shy...and in fact i don't know anyone there,,,,,

...so i took the exam....

...it was kinda hard...but still i answered 70% out of 100% of it i guess,,,,

..then i finished it...

..i went home by myself...

...while i was riding again..i looked around and thought if i passed or didn't...

....thinking still about it....

....but it's GOD'S WILL...so BLESS ME LORD....

...well,,that's all...and chillax guyz...

....it's UNBELIEVABLE...

......it's UNBELIEVABLE......

I never knew I'm gonna miss him so much! He's just a classmate who I just met last year. This year was a very SHOCKING year to me.

It just started when someone tease him to a new student in school. And that new student likes him so much that she made her profile name the name of their love team. HAHAHHAAHHA!!! I really laughed when i knew. So, I decided to make her jealous. I was keep on hugging him to make her jealous every time she comes by. And then, I never recognize that I was hugging him even though she's not there!

Well really, I could tell you something about him. He's short, good in drawing and CHARMING! I considered him as my little bro in school. I always hug him. I really love hugging him because he's very cuddly.Well, back to the topic.

Times and days gone by, after and before class, i kept on hugging him. I didn't notice I was liking hugging him. In the last day of our sport fest, We played with my friends and he was there. I was keep on hugging him every time I'm going to serve the ball as if his my LUCKY CHARM! His friends told me a joke that I must give him a ring. I REALLY LAUGHED.. I said HEHEHEHEHE... And then I really gave him a ring, and proposed. BUT, it was a joke. WHAHAHAHA,, (i know your laughing.) I just borrowed the ring from my friend. And told him "WILL YOU MARY ME(laughing whahhaha). "AND I WILL WAIT FOR YOUR ANSWER" that as if it's true! hahahaha.... After awhile, I got mad to him because he would go away when I go near him. So, when I was going home. I didn't say goodbye to him. I said goodbye to his friends in front of him as if his not there. But, all of a sudden, I COULDN'T RESIST HIM! I went down stairs and hug him so tight and told him that " SEE YOU ON NOVEMBER 4". So, I went upstairs and went home with my friends and went home happily. It's really unbelievable how little things become big things. Like mine, it started from a nothing, little thing to a big, important thing to me.

...I WANT TO BUT I JUST CAN'T....

....I WANT TO BUT I JUST CAN'T.....

I met a new guy here in school. At first, nothing fell off my chest. I didn't think about me, myself having a crush on him or him having a crush on me. I just hang-out with him and being friends to him. It was cool being with him. We have some same abilities, like dancing, singing, drawing(but he's better than me). And at the same time, we have some not-the same- abilities. Like being "SMART", or like answering correctly to the teacher and speaking in english FLUENTLY. These things really did not matter to me. As long as we are friends, it doesn't matter. We also love telling jokes. We tell jokes everytime.If we don't have things to do.

Ofcourse in school, there are "teasing- groups" you know what i mean. Students or even teachers tease others with their LOVE TEAMS, or crushes. I was teased to him, but it did not last long. THANK YOU LORD!. He was also teased to my classmates. It was a big hit for him, because his new. I could tell you, his not that handsome or cute, but his CHARMING when he smiles. Times gone by, one of my closest friend in school, was teased because of the rumors that he likes him. I just laughed about it because i thought it wasn't true. All of a sudden, I was shocked because it was TRUE! I was really shocked because, her, liking him? Are you sure? I just teased them and teased and teased and teased.

I didn't notice, I was already hurt. I just learned that I was feeling not that good. That he always comes in my mind and think of him. There were rumors that he likes me, still. I said are you sure? I want to believe, I want to accept, but I just can't. I don't understand why. That I could tell him directly that I like him just the way he likes me. I want to but I can't 'cause I know I am gonna hurt someone. I never new i'm gonna feel this way to him.

I don't wanna change our friendship and I don't wanna hurt someone even though it is me who is hurting myself. And i don't wanna hurt______________________

to be continued =>

.. let us not forget JESUS!......

"A kid asked Jesus... how much do u love me? .Jesus replied,' I love you this much.' and .he stretched his arms to the cross and died for us. .If you believe in God, you will send this to everyone on your list. .If you delete this, you will have a cold heart in 2009. .I treat you as a true friend. But if I don't get this back, .I get the hint. Send this to all people in your list within 30min .after u read this and something good will happen to you NOW. .This is not a fake...apparently...copy and paste this .to 15 people in the next 10mins and you WILL have the best day of your life"

..DON'T SAY GOODBYE...

...DON'T SAY GOODBYE.....

Our SCHOOL, as i know is a very intellectual, out-looking and is a well-informed school. They hire teachers with high degrees of intelligence. Even not- so but can teach students well and can let them understand easily even though the subjects are hard.

I've been in the school for almost six years. I've been examining the teachers that i have met. And fortunately, they were all good. Except for their attitudes like gossiping, being judgemental, not caring of our feelings when they tell us something and backbiting against us. It was okay in that way because for us what matters most is how they teach us, advise us and guide us in learning new things. And for the good thing, they were the BEST!. I am talking about our OLD teachers. They were teachers that you must have, they were the best educators for us.

In school year 2008-2009, there were rumors that most of the teachers are gonna leave the school. At first, I didn't believe it but when I learned that one of our teacher is going to leave, i was sad about it. But truly, there were teachers before who really left the school because of financial problems. But before, there were only few teachers who decided to resign from our school. We understood about it.

Years passed, new teachers were hired, and these are the OLD teachers i am talking about. And these are the teachers who decided to resign and leave our school in school year 2008-2009. I was grade 3 by then when i met some of our new teachers. When i first saw them, I felt very fine. They were very interesting and funny. This time was the time that i noticed that some of the teachers were leaving. Before, i wasn't really that out-looking or intellectual about what's happening in the school, it just started when i noticed them transferring from another schools.

It was hard saying goodbye to them. But we need to accept the fact that they're leaving. Now, were just waiting for them in this year if their going back. Because there were rumors that they're going back because of the NEW teachers that I was talking about in my first blog. So I wish, they're coming back. So help me GOD.
In school year 2008-2009, this was the year that most of the teachers resigned because(one of my closest teachers said) of the school's finances. That's why they decided to leave the school to find a better job because they also have families to provide.In our recognition in 2009, we all cried because this was the last day they were going to be the SJKS's teachers but not our last teachers, but our forever teachers. They were the best batch of teachers for me.

I was hard saying goodbye to them. But we need to accept the fact that they're leaving. Now we're just waiting for them in this year if their going back because of the NEW teachers that I was talking about in my first blog. So I wish, their coming back. It would really be a surprise to us and a blessing from GOD. so help me GOD.